“Do you think about me now and then? Cause I’m coming home again!” – Kanye West

After taking a slight, okay a pretty long hiatus, I decided to bring back the webzine that pretty much defined me. Yes readers, Roshni Magazine is back! And honestly, I do apologize for taking this break. Let’s just say life got in the way and put it there, eh? I do promise not to disappear again and in fact, I vow to bring back the magazine this time round, bigger and better. Its strange because after I briefly abandoned ship, i.e. shut down RM, I found myself bombarded with readers who questioned the reason RM was down and when it would be back. At that time, I had no clue. All I knew was that I would eventually bring it back when I had the time to seriously dedicate to the webzine. And while the time is not now, I realized when I woke up one morning very recently, that it would never be the perfect time but now. That got me thinking; why do we worry so much about tomorrow and forget about the importance of today and now?

I pondered over that question for two whole days. Why is it that we save for tomorrow but think three times before we actually indulge in an item we’ve been looking at for days? I can’t fathom it simply because you can never be sure enough to know what lemons life will throw your way tomorrow. And I know you’re supposed to make lemonade (or use them for tequila – whichever floats your boat), but what happens when life tosses you those lemons too fast and hard? How do you deal with them then? You find yourself dodging them at a rate that is faster than a speeding bullet. Amidst all this mayhem, life seems to pass you by and I would hate to think that one day I would wake up and think, “I wish I had restarted my ezine again…”

Legendary poet Kabir once said, “Kal kare so aaj kar, aaj kare so ab”. Translated, it means, what you can do tomorrow, do it now! Following his words, I decided there is no time better than now to re-kickstart my magazine; my baby. I welcome you all back to Roshni Magazine. As usual, I will be bringing to you the best in the South Asian Community; some you’ve heard of, other’s you haven’t and most you should hear of! Either way, each of them will have a story to tell, inspire you in a number of ways but most importantly, are different from the regular.

This edition is dedicated to the great personalities who have been featured in previous editions and deserve another look! So no new interviews this edition but I do encourage everyone take a read! I assure you, you will not leave uninspired.

Its great to be back!

Love and Light,
Roshni
Editor

For the month of November, we are back with a bang! As usual we have a varied range of personalities who are bound to inspire and provide you with immense insight into their successful lives.

Enjoy!

Love and light,

Roshni M.

“The Even Stranger Case of Dr. Ajay & Mr. Hotchandani is easy to read and most will get a kick out of it”

Alright Ajay, how does someone go from being a doctor to an author? Do explain.
I think the misconception is that a person cannot be both.  I have not gone from being a doctor to an author, I happened to be a doctor who writes something other than medical notes and articles. I got into writing without knowing it.  In 2002 I was living in England where I would write my friends and family these long emails filled with my daily activities and the nonsense that occurred, such as having a patient chase me down in the grocery store, or the German hairdresser who gave me a head massage while I waited for my food at the local burger place.  By some odd twist someone in Hong Kong got a hold of these emails and forwarded it to her cousin, Rachana Mipuri, who was starting the magazine Beyond Sindh.  Based on the emails I was asked to be the “Humor Columnist” for the magazine.  In essence I was awarded a job I didn’t apply for.  After two issues, I also started to write a health article, which means the guy who is giving you medical advice is also the guy trying to make you laugh with his antics couple pages later.

What prompted you to write The Even Stranger Case of Dr. Ajay & Mr. Hotchandani?
In 2004, while living in Chicago, I had the idea to do an article based on setting up two profiles and contacting the same girls, for fun and for an article, of course.  It didn’t take long before I realized that it wasn’t going to be that easy to do and I could do so much more with it, so I put a halt to the project.  In 2008 I had some time, and thought why not.

What message does the book give if anything? Why did you choose to take a humorous route on the topic of relationships, the trials and tribulations associated with them?
Initially when I wrote it, the purpose was suppose to be strictly humorous with no message.  Within a week of starting the book I realized that there were all these reoccurring themes in the profiles, such as girls ‘lying ‘about their weight, skin color and so on. That is when I started addressing it in a humorous way but at the same time I wanted to put on paper what so many of us talk about in an almost taboo manner.  By no means am I an expert on any of it, it’s merely my opinion and observation.  As for using humor, I feel it makes it easier to read and maybe even accept.

How close to real life are the situations depicted in the book?
A substantial portion is based on observation and interpretation of those observations so it’s safe to say that to some girls it might be as real as it gets while for others it may appear to be fiction.

How do you feel women will react when they read your book?
For those who were brought up in a culture similar to Indians they might read the book and be able to identify with it, where as those who aren’t, the book might make them aware of a world that exists beyond their boundaries.  Hopefully, most of them laugh while reading it that is a reaction I can hope for.

What do you hope readers will take away from your book?
Hmmm…(thinks) Boy, this is a tough one.  I guess for girls, I hope the book gives them some sense of empowerment or the knowledge of knowing that they aren’t the only one going through this situation.

Most of the topics and subjects you cover are actually good conversation starters. Do you think they may also be argument starters?
As long as people understand that the topics of marriage, relationship and culture and so on are opinion based, of which each person is entitled to their own, there shouldn’t be any arguments.  You see arguments are not a result of the topic but of the individual’s belief that their own personal opinion is actually fact.  As long as one is mature and respecting of another person’s opinion, even if they don’t agree with it, then there shouldn’t be any problems.

What did you find was the hardest to write about? And the easiest? And was it easy to find case studies to use for the book?
The hardest part of writing the book would have been trying to imagine what Indian girls go through when they start feeling the pressure of marriage. I once heard Jhumpa Lahiri speak and she said “sometimes, in my mind, I have to go to an unknown place” and I used that to try to imagine what it would be like.  The ‘easiest’ part would have been the wit or humor that just happened.

As per ‘case studies’, sifting through the hundreds of profiles were not the easiest task.  Funny thing, after the book was published I had friends who would talk to me about certain personal issues and half way through stop and comment “you better not be using any of this for your book!”, which I thought was pretty funny.

You’re Sindhi so does that mean the book is catered to Sindhi’s only?
No.  The target audience is Asian Indian girls between the ages of 18 and 45, however it’s a book that is easy to read and most will get a kick out of it.

How has the reaction been to your first book?
The reaction has been very positive. Friends and relatives will never be completely honest with you, so I only know the true reaction to the book when random people started messaging me telling me how that they were so relieved that for the first time someone understood what they were going through.  Several girls commented that they felt like I wrote their life story, especially the part concerning their volcanic relationship they had with their mother when it came to the topic of marriage.

What are some criticisms you received from readers? And were they mostly men or women?
The main criticisms were that there were too many profiles [50] and some would have preferred about 35 to 40.  The other main was that the editing was not done properly – which I am really annoyed with my editor, especially since I paid for the service.  But other than that I really haven’t gotten any other negative feedback.

And what do some of the happier readers have to say?
The unanimous sentiment was that it was really funny and finally there is a book that addresses some of the issues regarding what they go through.  What most of them were amazed at was that it was written by an Indian guy. Few people have told me they finished the book in one day, which was really surprising to me.

What is your next book about?
Since the first book was about women and maybe empowering them a little, I thought it was only fair I gave the guys something.  The second book is called “The Court of Man Law” and it is legal parody regarding actual laws that guys can make reference to when they get into trouble with their significant other.  It is an almost universally accepted fact that no matter what a guy says or does if he is in trouble he will continue to be in trouble regardless of his defense.  However, this book will change that as it will provide concrete laws to which the couple can make reference to when dealing with the situation at hand i.e. shopping, in-laws, and promises.

~ Roshni M.
(November 2009)

“The only certainties in life are death and taxes! The only constant is change.”

Nadiya Shah is one of the few people in the world who is the owner of a Masters in M.A. in the Cultural Study of Cosmology and Divination. What that means, you’re about to find out. But the most interesting facet owned by this well-known astrologist is her ability to easily fuse spirituality into her line of work. This in turn has given her a totally different outlook on life and even destiny. The young and talented astrologer not only read palms and makes incredible predictions, but is also a budding actress and is in the midst of writing her own book which will talk about weight loss and spirituality. She is extremely well-known for her detailed readings and accuracy. Vivacious and gracious for all her gifts that has been bestowed on her, Nadiya sat down with Roshni Magazine for a small tête-à-tête as we discussed astrology and destiny, Cosmology and Divinity.

How did you begin your career in astrology? Start at the beginning.

If I had to go way back to the beginning, I remember as a very young girl, I loved looking at the stars. I would feel them in my heart. They felt meaningful to me. I think this is an indication that I am doing what I am meant to be doing. More than that, I think it is that feeling that has stayed with me. That feeling that there is purpose and grandness in the world,  that the world is bigger than we know, that we are connected to all of it and each other, and that there is a lot of love in every movement. I think of astrology as divination, so I will start there. For decades in Toronto, my city, there is a big fair called CNE that marks the last 3 weeks of the summer. It is tradition among local students to go to the job fair there each year in hopes of employment. I went to the massive job fair. I got there late — Desi Standard Time, and so there were not a lot of jobs left. I took a card and went to see a potential employer. They looked at me and after two minutes of conversation hired me on the spot. They gave me a sheet of paper with the drawing of a hand with the meanings of several lines demonstrated. The next day I was working full time, 8-12 hours a day, everyday for the entire 21-day stint reading palms. I was 14 years old at the time.

I remember every day I would hear people tell me I was good. I would not just stick to the interpretations that were on that sheet, but would allow my intuition to make sense of what I saw. The time would go by quickly. I loved that experience. Shortly after that, my mother, throughout my teen years, would give me astrology books. She is not an astrologer, but is a very spiritual person. I always would ask her questions and we would talk about the nature of the Universe and other esoteric questions. She would tell me stories about the various esoteric people, the Sufi’s, in my family tree, and the things that they practiced, whatever she knew. I would, on occasion, grab someone’s hand and practice divination at a party or something, but it was not until I was 20 that two significant things happened. The first was that my aunt, Shireen, gave me a Tarot deck and said, “Here, you are good at this” and had me doing readings that night for her friends. The second is that the same aunt gave me a gift of a computer print out of my astrological birth chart. I read it and could not believe it; it was like reading myself, my story, my feelings, and my thoughts, in a computer-generated report. It was an incredible experience. I wanted to know more. Shireen and I would also have a lot of conversations about life, the nature of the Universe, and my ancestors, their practices. Astrology became something really fascinating and fun for me to do. I stayed with it. I remember working as a cashier in my early 20s and I would bring my fellow workers’ natal charts. Between customers, I would look at their charts and do readings. It started completely as a fun thing that I loved to do.  At 26 people began offering to pay me for readings. That is how consulting began, entirely word of mouth. A couple of years after that, a friend of mine, who knew how much I loved astrology, kept telling me that I should write horoscopes for his publications, and I honored the request.

I read that you are one of the few people in the world to hold a Masters in M.A. in the Cultural Study of Cosmology and Divination. What exactly does that mean and how do you use it in your predictions?
Astrology has recently begun to move back into western universities in this decade since the 18^th century, with the advent of two MA/ PhD programs in the UK and two graduate programs in American Universities. So, for about 300 years, the subject of astrology in the academic world has been largely ignored or, dare I say it, vilified. The situation is different in India, which has continuously offered astrological education at the graduate level, but I am speaking about the western tradition here, which is the system I practice. This has left a huge gap in the number of people who understand astrology from beyond the strictly technical. My MA was taught with the Faculty of Religious Studies at the University of Kent in the UK, and as such, we took a largely historical and philosophical approach to it. In our non-formal time, we were able to discuss the more practical and technical stuff. It was an amazing experience, to be able to learn from people who’s work I had respected for so many years, to be immersed in a subject I love, and to just understand what I do from various perspectives granted me so much more respect for the reach and impact of this practice.  What the MA granted me, and how it has influenced my interpretations, goes beyond just the new techniques I learned. Cosmology means “world view” and Divination means “to divine one’s self”. I came to articulate what it is I am doing when I practice astrology, what I need to put myself in the right mind set to do an effective reading, and also, to take what I do really seriously, to respect it, and maintain its integrity. I am giving a person another worldview, a way to see their lives from a more symbolic and “higher” perspective. I also see my role as helping the client or reader of my horoscopes to move closer to some type of divine understanding of themselves and their place in the cosmos. I share much of what I learned in the MA with every single reading I do. Like any good educational process, it is not about the degree, it is about who you become in the process. My education changed me, and I feel fortunate that I get to share some of that with people who trust me.

What is Astrology and how can it help people make correct decisions in their lives?
I honestly do not think there is such a thing as making a bad decision. I have had countless examples in my own life or others lives where they did something and at the time thought “oh no!” and then later, because of that decision, so many amazing things came about. I am reminded of Arthur Miller who said that the point of life is not to avoid suffering; it is about finding the meaning and redemption within it. To me, that also means finding the opportunity within it. There are some things that we do that can be silly. This happens when we are not listening. However, even that, I am hesitant with declaring as wrong, because when I reflect on my own life and the things that have been incredibly challenging, I can appreciate how I am infinitely better for them. Mystical thinkers, going back to Plato, who is one of my favorite philosophers, influence some of the most significant concepts that have shaped my perspective and my current understanding of the cosmos. Though he did not write an astrological text, he did present a mystical understanding of the cosmos and creation in his text “Timaeus”, that influenced many mystics from a variety of traditions, including Ibn’ Arabi, and many more astrologers from the largely western or monotheistic traditions. The central understanding is that every single element in our physical universe is connected to some spiritual principle, some emotion, and some higher ideal. Everything is purposeful and meaningful and, ultimately, arises from a loving source. The idea of making a correct decision happens when we are listening to our lives and the messages it is sending us. I do believe that life, in many ways, is trying to nudge us in the direction of our lessons and opportunities. Observation and reflection as skills help to make a decision that has us working with our lives, our environment, and ourselves. Astrology is such a powerful and undeniable symbolic way of looking at our life and environment. It presents a mirror to us of where we are fighting the cycles of our life and where we can take greater advantage of what is on offer. Regardless of whether it feels difficult or easy, there is a love there. So sometimes, the correct decision is to surrender and trust a higher will, to go with the flow. At other times, the correct decision is to trust yourself and take aggressive action. The symbols are there that can allow clarity, but ultimately, as the foundational text to western astrology, Ptolemy’s “Tetrabiblos” states, we have a force and will that is equally powerful to the planets. This is assuming the planets have a force. I understand them as being indicators, but now I am getting way into the philosophical side of things.

What is the difference in the methods used to predict the future? Namely, numerology, tarot, and so on.
All forms of divination come from a variety of sources from around the world, in various cultures. Some cultures or historical periods had preferred methods that they developed more than others, but here is a general understanding. Astrology considers the movement of the cosmos and attempts to interpret it symbolically as to create relevance to our collective and individual lives. Astrology has its roots as a religious practice, and has many different schools and systems originating from around the world and from various times in history. I do think astrology pervades all forms of divination. It is the frame of reference, so each number, card, part of hand, whatever, usually has some cosmic correspondence in almost all systems I have come across. Numerology relies on sacred geometry, which is asserted as the foundation of all creation. All letters are broken down into numbers as well, and the significance of the vibration of numbers is considered. I can testify that numerology is so powerful. I have seen it repeatedly. People change their name, or even the spelling of their name, and their entire life changes. It is subtle, and the changes in life happen over a period of time, but it is powerful. Ilm e Jafer is a form of numerology practiced largely by Syed Muslims and is based on the Arabic alphabet. The type of Numerology I prefer to practice at this point in my practice is Chaldean numerology, which is influenced by a mystical Christian sect of the same name originating from the Middle East. Tarot cards consist of a deck of cards, with some symbolic significance assigned to each card, and through chance, or coincidence, relevance is ascertained based on what cards have been drawn. Similar to this is Oracle cards, which is also a deck of cards with assigned meaning to each card, but may not follow the established archetypal structure of a tarot deck. Tarot is a very popular form of divination in the west, largely because of the esoteric movements at the turn of the last century, though no one knows exactly where they originated from or how long they have been practiced. Some people say the Egyptians had a form of tarot, though that has been debated. There is some evidence that regular playing cards were used for divination going back to 18^th century Italy, but again, no one is sure. What we do know is that around a hundred years ago there were a bunch of people into the occult in England who drew up tarot decks which utilized Kabalistic symbols and began to popularize them. I love Tarot cards. I use a deck with a lot of astrological symbols and incorporate my love of astrology into the reading. Palmistry, very popular in the eastern tradition, is based on finding significance in the lines of the hand. In our eastern culture, there is a notion that states, “it is written”, and I have heard many say it is written in the hands. But the lines on your hands change every 3 weeks, and I have seen clients who come back to me on a regular basis and do a lot of work on themselves not only make amazing changes in their lives, but the lines on their hands start to change also. This is true of my hand as well. These are my main divination methods I use, but there are others. I went through a phase where I loved using a pendulum. There is also srying, which requires gazing into something like a black mirror or bowl of water. Tea Leaf readings ask the client to drink a cup of Turkish or a similar thick coffee and then read the patterns and images that dry up in the cup. For Romans, they loved watching flights of birds to make all kinds of predictions. This method is called augury. The list goes on. Perhaps it is a part of human nature, to want to decipher and understand things symbolically, and also, of course, to know the future, to find comfort in foreknowledge. Up until the scientific revolution in the 18^th century, people used a different mindset when viewing the world, called the “symbolic mind”. Everything in the external environment had personal relevance, pointed to something sacred. All forms of divination ask the practitioner to access this part of their mind. Whatever helps us access that part of our mind, utilize that type of vision, can be used as a form of divination.

How has technology helped the art of Astrology and aided your line of work?
Technology is amazing. With a bit of birth data entered into a computer or PDA, you can pull up all kinds of very accurate and detailed astrology charts in a matter of seconds. This has made charts much more accessible, and those who want to read them, can jump right into interpretation without having to learn a lot of formulas or math equations. Divination requires a certain intuition, an artistic disposition if you will. While some astrologers can be very scientifically inclines, many are not. The ability to pull up a chart instantly is great for those who like the artistic side of astrology and are drawn to it for that reason, and may not be so strong in mathematical areas. There is also a convenience factor. I know for myself, I could be in the moment of a reading, and be asked a question that requires a completely different technique. I can pull up a chart right away that serves the needs of the moment, in that moment. This accessibility that technology has provided is priceless. However, there has been an issue raised about this. Dr. Allie Bird wrote her PhD thesis on Astrology in Adult Education in the UK. She estimated that there are about 1500 people alive in the UK who know how to calculate a chart “raw”, using only an ephemeris, and doing all the mathematical calculations without a guidebook. This group is almost entirely old school, meaning, they had been practicing astrology for a very long time, before the popularization of personal computers. Most Medieval astrologers knew the movement of the planets and their cycles, so that if you told them your date of birth, they could make calculations in their head and start to visualize your chart, but even they had tools to help in calculation during that time period. She posed the question about the younger generation, of which I am a part. What will be lost when even fewer people can do these calculations? I know, having experimented with it myself, it is time consuming and today not even needed, but there is something to be said about the ritual of drawing a chart. It puts you into another mind space. The sacredness of the process might be at risk. I know this is debatable. I know that when I do a full consultation, I do draw the chart by hand. I rarely make the calculations myself, but just drawing the wheel, instead of just printing it out, is one powerful way of connecting with the person I am preparing to consult with. This process alone, considering how many techniques I use, can take 30 min, and that is with the help of technology. This may not be possible when I do events, where I have to read several people for 20 min at a time, back to back, for hours. If I am doing astrology readings for an event, then I have to have my net book with me. When I am doing tarot readings at events, I will ask for the birth data. I do keep in mind the major cycles and can visualize some things in that persons birth chart so that I can incorporate some major astrological themes into the reading.

You also are incredibly spiritual. How do you incorporate it into astrology?
It guides everything I do. Every astrologer, every single one, has their own cosmology, their own world view, that guides the way they see the stars and therefore the way they interpret their significance. My worldview is the same as my religious views as stated on facebook (lol), which is “Nothing happens by mistake, the Universe is very wise and loving, and the evidence is everywhere”. This statement is what guides my written horoscopes, and also the way that I serve the client who comes in for a consultation. It is the foundation to all I do, and astrology for me is a spiritual practice, one that places me in the moment of the reading and in the moment of the sky’s purposeful movement. This is something that I think has always been with me. When I fight this understanding, life gets hard. When I accept it, things flow much nicer. I think that my role as an astrologer is to deliver an omen that will help someone live more in the flow of a loving worldview.

When you are challenged by a skeptic, how do you defend yourself and the subject of astrology?
I honestly feel that when I am comfortable with what I believe, and myself I could care less. I think that is one of the greatest things of my education, that I understand what I do historically, religiously from a variety of traditions, and philosophically. At the end of the day, every one of us is just trying to find what is right for us, what allows us to feel comfortable with our selves. I have found something that works for me and it is really ok that other people have their own path. I think part of this stance comes from growing up in Toronto, a city with a lot of diversity and acceptance in religion, thought, culture, and spirituality. Therefore, it does not matter if someone does not believe. On the occasions where a viewpoint is expressed I can usually identify its source, in my own mind. Like, most arguments against astrology come from people like Cicero or Augustine, depending on the stance (Another benefit of my MA! Understanding what I do from various perspectives, including the critical). If they have a question than I can engage in a conversation, and I respect the various perspectives, I have researched them and studied them. I know for myself, the times in my life when I have felt weak is when I have been the most self-righteous. It is ultimately a form of insecurity. Sometimes people are critical because they want to be right, they need that at the point of life they are in. That has nothing to do with me. The more kind, accepting, and happy I am the better I can give that space to others and wish for them to experience the same. Practicing astrology gives me a personal relationship to my creator and allows me to connect to every religion, every culture. It is an act of solidarity and unity experienced in the moment. It is a powerful thing, as is any religious practice when approached with an honest heart. It is an important practice that allows me to honor my intellectual and spiritual ancestors. It is a loving thing and a good thing. I love being a part of that. I am proud of that.

When you make a prediction for a client, what part does belief and faith play?
What a great question! You are filled with great questions today! (Laughs) I am always mindful of the balance between empowering people with a greater sense of their own power, especially their power of choice, and understanding the inherent assumption that astrology represents, which is a fate based world view. Therefore, I try to be mindful of that balance because I take what I do seriously, and want it to be as loving as possible. I also try and bring about greater awareness to people by saying things like “ok, this vibration is coming up, and you can choose to have it go down this way if you take this stance, but if you fight it or do not understand the lesson, this is what could possibly happen.” I do this because this is what the integrity of my practice calls for, and it would be less than honest not to point out the difficulties. Its like if you see a storm coming, or someone is in the midst of a storm, you want to prepare them, but I also don’t want to scare them into thinking there is going to be a massive storm, because that can become a self-fulfilling prophesy. I understand life is not Pollyanna, but again, it is about how we interpret events that matters most. If I am going to facilitate a self-fulfilling prophesy in someone, I would hope it would be something positive. I do believe that, as many people have said before me, that we are all here to do something special with our lives, we are created to do something special that only we can do in our own way. I would like to impart that. However, I know sometimes clients, especially those with a more eastern frame of reference, might say, “just tell me what is going to happen!” I try and gently guide them to their choices, but I have to honor their frame of reference and answer their questions. For some people, the largely psychological explorations are most meaningful. For others, they want the more literal interpretations from older techniques. I use them all and find the balance as my intuition guides me is best for the client and also whatever they ask for.

What is your take on destiny? Can we change it?  If so how?
Absolutely we affect our destiny. We choose if we will learn the lessons that are presented to us, if we will grow, change, be better than we were before. The only certainties in life are death and taxes! The only constant is change. The modern understanding of astrology as articulated by contemporary thinkers in the last century has been that when we work challenges out on emotional or spiritual levels, then they do not have to manifest as external experiences in order to get our attention. I do not know if that means we can ever get to the place where difficulties do not arise, it is about not making it harder on our selves than it needs to be. However, sometimes I insist on learning things the hard way, anyways! And sometimes, the hard way is more fun, or at least, more eventful. However, if you are asking about fate, like, the goal of our lives, as I said before, I do think there is something special that each of us is meant to do. For some people, life is about harnessing their power to manifest it, for others, the lesson is about getting your own desires out of the way so that a higher plan can reveal itself. Yes, the astrology chart or a reading can reveal which is true for you, or what cycle of life you are in, but so can your life. So can listening to the messages. For example, I once heard it said, “if you get fired from you job, you are not supposed to be there.” I think that is so true, and destiny/ fate are like that. Sometimes challenges come up and they call on us to demonstrate more dedication. Other times, you hit a dead end. That means you are meant to go another way.

I also know that you teach astrology. What exactly does a tutorial entail and who would you recommend it to?
I teach in several ways. One is an online class. That has been very popular and attracted a lot of attention. It is most cost effective for most people, and allows a structured series of lessons, as well as email and message board contact with me and other students. This is good for people who thrive in that type of environment or want to learn in a structured way. I also give talks and teach workshops. That is always amazing because the learning happens spontaneously and in the moment for me and the participants. Lately, these have been largely sponsored by other organizations, which feel I have something to share. It is always so much fun and an honor. The tutorials involve personalized lessons. For example, someone may contact me and say they would really like to know what specific techniques I utilize in certain types of prediction, or they would like a lesson in Tarot or Numerology. They will tell me where they are now in terms of their technical understanding, and I will create a custom lesson based on what they would like to learn. I create a lesson plan and get on skype or in person with them.

What is your current book that you are penning about?
I recently completed a manuscript for a book. The working title is “Sweat the Truth”. My book presents a new way to consider weight loss, exercise, and new age spirituality as a holistic, integrated whole. Weight loss and exercise are important practices to utilize on the journey of self-knowledge and allows the immediate experiences of acceptance, embodiment, and truth. There are no menus or diet schedules. Rather, personal reflection, spiritual self-help, astrological philosophy, and mythology are drawn on to enlighten and inspire. There has been an idea perpetuated of losing weight as a formula of mathematics, and our bodies boil down to being a machine. However, we are not machines. We are complex in every way. There are aspects of our physiology that are still a mystery, that scientists are still researching, exploring, and desiring to know more about. Add to that the layers of complexity that involve the way our mind works, the depth of our emotion, and the way spirit infuses and influences matter. All these aspects of us are intricately tied to what happens to us on a physical level. This means that weight loss cannot be a matter summed up in a math formula. It also means that weight loss and a stronger physique does not happen according to a precise timetable, but that we become lighter physically in direct proportion to becoming lighter in all areas of our life, and these changes happen only when we are ready, in perfect time, and not a moment sooner. Exercise is done for its own sake and, in the words of Socrates, for the self-knowledge it grants in the moment of activity. It is very near and dear to my heart, of course. I think to write a book involves the heart. In “Sweat the Truth”, I utilize personal reflection and adapt philosophical ideas to my own life, considering I have lost and maintained a weight loss of 100 pounds. It is not directly related to astrology and prediction. It is a symbolic exploration, so it utilizes my formal education. It is in line with my personal mission of being a voice of hope in people’s lives, which incidentally, corresponds to the meaning of my name Nadiya, “The guide to the path of hope.” If your name determines or indicates your fate, than I am so living mine!
I was finishing my MA dissertation when the desire to start writing these understandings down came on pretty strong. I put it to the side and literally, the day I handed my dissertation in, I started to write. So now, I have what feels like a completed manuscript and have begun submitting it to agents and publishers, as well as my contacts. The response so far has been amazing. I trust that the book came to me for a reason, and when it is supposed to be out there, it will be. So far, everything in my life, where it comes to my spirituality and sharing that part of myself, has said that I am on the right path. I trust this is part of that vision.

Besides practicing astrology, you are also an actress. What films have you been a part of and what would you like to be a part of?
I went to theatre school in my youth, and did a lot of plays and independent films in the Toronto area, which has a thriving creative community. I have loved the art of acting because it gives integrity and voice to a story of someone’s life, even if it is a fictitious character. Emotions are honored and come alive in the moment of a scene. It is powerful and respects the fact that in our world, there are many stories and many realities, and they are all worthy of being told. The most meaningful recent experience I participated in was a show called Meri Kahani My Story (http://merikahani.ca). It was a powerful collective to be a part of and a great role for a South Asian actress. There was so much love and support for each of us as artists and the characters were powerful.

As far as film, I was in an independent film called “I ate the whole thing” which premiered at the Hawaii International Film Festival in 2007, I think it was. That was a film about women and body image. The Director, Ariel Len, was amazing to work with, and allowed me to translate some of my lines into Urdu, so that I could customize the role to myself.  Acting is a hobby; it is not something I actively pursue. Roles come up when someone, who knows me from a previous work, sends me an audition notice and suggests I be a part of it. Every role I have done has shaped me in some way. By getting out of the way and being of service to the character that has its own voice, and also by creating a connection with the character so that I go beyond empathy and actually become their voice and stand in their shoes, has made me more compassionate. It expresses and informs my spiritual beliefs. I do believe that there are some common human emotions and feelings that are shared by us all that define us as a collective. Acting is one way I get to express that belief.

What are some predictions that you have made and have come true?
Um…a lot! (Laughs) Actually, I am of the belief that if we work things out energetically and find resolution so that we learn lessons, then the universe does not have to always takes action through events to get our attention. Western psychological astrologers formulated this belief at the turn of the last century and those within the esoteric school of western astrology. I spoke about this earlier. So when I see something that looks difficult, I try and address it, get people to understand it, so that they can be better for it, sooner rather than later. Positive predictions, like about money, jobs, and love, I get emails saying I was right about something I said to a client. It is always wonderful and affirming. However, at the same time, I know it is not me. I was just giving voice to a symbol. I tell people what the symbol suggests and what they can do about it. They make their own choices, always, and I do believe that if something is for our highest good, if it is written for us, then nothing can keep that away. I know that my clients and readers will judge my effectiveness by my accuracy. That is the integrity of my tradition and I honor that. At the same time, I judge my effectiveness by how meaningful my prediction was, how much I was able to speak something that strikes as “truth” for that person in their heart and say something that moves them in a more loving, empowered, or hopeful direction, while staying true to the symbol that was presented to me.

How has astrology changed your life?
In every way! It gave me the deep appreciation that we are all, in our own individual lives, a part a very grand and magnificent plan. That is one of the most powerful statements that the existence of astrology makes, and why it is one of the oldest religious practices that is still a part of every culture. Astrology affirms the patterns and purpose of all things, and our deep interconnection to each other. Astrology means that every movement of our external environment is infused with spiritual energy. It means that the cosmos are alive and sacred, if the planets are sacred, then the earth must be sacred, and if the earth is sacred, then we must be also.  This belief guides my worldview and also gives me deep humility for the mystery, its grandness that I can only glimpse for moments. Those glimpses come in the midst of a reading or when writing my horoscopes.

Astrology gave me a direct way to pray experientially, meaning, a form of understanding who my creator is that is all my own. It taught me to honor my intuition, my inner voice of authority that knows what is best for me outside of the noise of other people’s expectations and pressures, outside of my fears or habits. It taught me to trust the cycles of my life, especially when they are hard, because they are designed to make me better. Astrology has provided me with so many opportunities, from a higher education, my own practice, a useful life, building a legacy, sharing all I am, past, present, and who I am growing into. Astrology gave me self –respect and it gave me a voice. It gave me the deep conviction that the universe is loving. It gave me myself. It has taught me that my perceptions and intuitions are worth being trusted, and therefore, I can trust myself and trust what brings me happiness. Self-trust is everything.

What words of wisdom can you offer the readers of Roshni Magazine?
You ask me for wisdom, and two thoughts come to my mind. The first is, I know that people come to me for insights and a spiritual understanding of their own lives. I understand that is part of my role as astrologer, and it is a part of my style in interpretation. So I would love to go with my intuition and just share something things I believe. Second, and this is important to say, I am learning too! Lol I am just like everyone reading this. I am fortunate enough to share some of the things that life has taught me, but I am still learning, which is another way of saying I am far from perfect. Sometimes the learning comes easy. I feel I am living in a flow, in partnership with life. I feel powerful and strong in those moments. However, other times that is not the case. We are not all meant to feel strong and purposeful all the time. When faith is real, it wanes. Listen to your life. Trust the cycles and the way things are right now, and within that, you will find your power to be a force of change of anything you wish to change. There is something special that all of us are created to do, I believe that, and that includes the person reading this right now. Whatever that is, it will feel right in your heart, and there will be something natural about it. That does not mean there may not be hard work, and sometimes the hard work involves facing our selves, our fears, and our beliefs that can hold us back. Ultimately, listening to life means listening to you. Your inner voice will lead you to whatever lessons you need to learn, the places you need to be, and whatever it is that you are supposed to be doing right now, preparing you for the next cycle. Above all, astrology affirms that we are all part of a very loving plan. That includes your individual life, you dreams, your hopes, your yearnings, your aches, your desires, your challenges, and your joys. It is all a part of love. All things pass, the good and the difficult, and in the end, if you honored yourself and made conscious decisions to the best of your ability, you can say that your life was truly your own.

~ Roshni M.
(November 2009)

“The goal of our group is to unite all different cultures in the world through positive innovative music along with a positive uplifting free spirited message”

Tell us about how you developed your liking and interest in music?
Ribkat:  I was constantly surrounded by music as a child. Words can’t even explain the amazing feeling it gave me as I grew older throughout the years. My brother “Bilal” was a huge pioneer in the early years of Hip-Hop, from launching his career as a “DJ” for “Kurtis Blow” to producing music for “Cypress Hill”, “House of Pain”, “The Alkaholiks”, Dr. Dre and more.

Josy B: Growing up in a Puerto Rican family music is a big part of our culture and a main part of our everyday life. My family is very musically inclined; some play guitar, piano and even the conga which have all been incorporated in musical groups that have had great success in Puerto Rico.

Biju: My mother was very much into music, which was a great start, all my siblings and I used to sing due to her encouragement and became a member of the choir, at church in India and then continued in Chicago.

What makes your group unique to any other music group?
Ribkat: I strongly feel and believe that we fill a void in the music world today with an innovative twist of Electro/Pop, a strong backbone of pure raw Hip-Hop with a splash of 80′s music influence in a way that’s created like no other.

Josy B: I believe our music is universal and is appealing to any race or age. No matter where you live in the world, our music is full of color and will inspire you.

How do you stay close to your roots and use India in your music?
Ribkat: I appreciate all cultures of music, one of them being Indian music. I am a huge fan of drums and percussion, and there’s nothing like the percussion drum swing in an Indian song, along with the unique and graceful melodic vocals of all Indian artists.

Josy B: Being Puerto Rican I love my culture, and there are so many cultures in the world. Indian culture has always been one my favorites with their beautiful traditional clothing, jewelry all coming together with their melodic music and dance.

Where do you draw your influences from and which artists do you draw your inspiration from?
Ribkat: Although I’ve established myself as a well known Hip-Hop artist worldwide in groups such as “Styles Of Beyond” and “Fort Minor” with Linkin Park member “Mike Shinoda”, I’ve Ironically drawn the majority of my influences from several 80″s Pop Artists such as “Talking Heads”, “Human League”, “Duran Duran”, “Tears For Fears”, “Culture Club”.

Josy B:  My influences are so wide because I grew up listening to salsa in a Puerto Rican household, but living in California as a child my influences were 80′s music Michael Jackson, Madonna, Cyndi Lauper, Tears for Fears and so on.

Biju: I draw my influences from all genres of music, from Indian Classical to Pop and try to fuse it with Western. Listening to new and old from yesteryears music to present A.R. Rahman inspires me tremendously. Being a performer, I update my collections of Indian music, and stay connected to my roots.

Your music was featured in the Oscar nominated film The Wrestler. Tell us about that experience and how you became a part of the film?
Ribkat:  I’ve produced and written many songs that have featured in several TV networks such as MTV, ABC, FOX, ESPN, TNT and blockbuster films such as “Transformers”, “Don’t mess with the Zohan”, “The Wrestler” and more. I was asked to submit one of my songs for “The Wrestler” which at the time was being featured at several Independent Film Festivals and to my surprise, the movie got picked up by “Fox Searchlight” and they loved my song and wanted to place it in the film.

What would you say is the goal of your group?
Ribkat: The goal of our group is to unite all different cultures in the world through positive innovative music along with a positive uplifting free spirited message.

Josy B: Our goal is to reach out to all of the people in the world, and deliver across a positive, fun message that will inspire listeners

What are some of your most precious achievements till date?
Ribkat: One of my most precious achievements period, was traveling the world, being introduced to many different cultures living my dream, and performing for them. Another would be producing and writing my entire first solo project entitled “Theory Of Addicts”  featuring the Puerto Rican Queen notoriously known as “Josy B” scheduled to be released late fall 2009, which is something I’ve been wanting to do for years.

Josy B: My most precious achievements have been being able to experience my dream as a singer, pursuing what I loved and never looking back. I’ve been very blessed and fortunate to have worked with very talented artists, producers and writers who’ve all contributed to where I stand today and believe in what I stand for as an artist.

Biju: My most precious achievements was singing for the legendary Gazal King, Mr. Jagjit Singh and the legendary  Padmabushan Honouree Dr. K.J. Yesudas as well as opening for Bappi Lahiri in 2007. Listening to their music from a young age and singing for my idols that I admired is an honor for me and a dream come true. What more can an artist ask for?

What will be coming out of the group in the coming future?
Ribkat: We will be releasing our debut album “Theory Of Addicts” late fall 2009 along with a scheduled overseas tour in the UK, Asia and India. For more updates you can visit RibkatandJosyb.com. Be sure to check out our new single “REVERIEZ” Feat. Biju Mathew, free downloads are available at soundclick.com.

Biju: I am looking forward to collaborating with Ribkat and Josy B, with a few Hindi and English version of songs, which are upbeat and unique. They will stand out from the rest of the Indian Rap songs you have heard of in films and from other musicians. Working with Ribkat and Josy B, was a great pleasure. It was an honor for me to be featured on their album “Theory of Addicts” in the single Reveriez— the Hindi-English version. I will be collaborating with Ribkat and Josy B, fusing Indian music; I must say it is going to be very exciting time for all of us.

~ Roshni M.
(November 2009)

“Ajaxxx is uncut, raw, and doesn’t hold back”

Ajay Dani is no newbie to the rapping world. From the tender age of 13, he began to write his own lyrics and sing, or rather rap to his own music. After rapping for over six years, the rapper has also won a radio contest, is a five-time open mic champion, as well as being a prominent performer and emcee at local clubs in the Florida area. While him and his music have gained much popularity in the USA, Asia will soon be treated to AJAXXX, what he is fondly known as, as he continues to record more Desi inspired music. The rapper has also recorded television commercial that was featured on national channels all across the U.S.  Dani has also collaborated with well-known deejays in the U.S. who have realized that the artist is clearly one to watch out for. On a personal level, Ajay is definitely one friendly dedicated and talented musician who is headed for the skies with his innovative style and forte. The artist simply states on his website, “I’m not trying to get famous or anything…I’m just trying to make music that people can feel and enjoy…And while I’m at it, I’ll wipe out the competition.” Read on as the up and coming rapper speaks exclusively to Roshni Magazine about breaking into rap, being unique and keeping his daytime job.

Let’s start at the top. How did rapping begin? I read that there is a story behind your reason to rap.
Well, let’s see now. I was in middle school when it all started; I used to recite lyrics from other rappers, usually mimicking what I’d hear in some of my favorite songs. That eventually evolved into me freestyling my own material. Somewhere along the way though, and I wanna’ say it was towards the end of middle school or the beginning of high school, I started writing everything down. It was always me just messing around, but when I started writing, I really started to take it more seriously. I think one of the main reasons I got into it was not just because it was “fun”, but because I was so drawn to the feeling that music gave me. I’ve had songs inspire me, sadden me, and move me, and I wanted to be able to recreate that feeling for others. So, I studied the craft, tackled different topics, and even recorded some bad-quality stuff too! (Laughs) Let’s hope nobody ever hears those old tapes!

Who would you say are some of your inspirations? International and Desi.
Well, when I think of the word inspiration, I think of what I want to do firstly and then who embodies those characteristics. Through my medium, I want to make someone believe something and feel it…and I have to evoke that emotion through words. Someone like Gandhi, therefore, is a huge inspiration to me. He was able to move people through his ethics. He preached a message of unity without violence, and that’s powerful to me. Not to say I’m a flag bearer of nonviolence or anything, although it’s a good thing, but I preach a positive message in a lot of my songs. I always think about how we’ll be remembered. I’m also inspired by women like Indira Gandhi, who persevered in a society where women aren’t always respected the same way that men are. She impacted India in such a huge way, and broke down many barriers for women. Benizir Bhutto is another woman who fought an uphill battle, yet accomplished so much. People that go against the grain like that to make a difference have always moved me, because I can identify with them. I’m inspired by Obama. Here’s someone who was doubted, written off, and laughed at time and time again during his run for presidency. Despite the adversities, however, he endured. Despite his unusual name, the opponents he faced, and the race barrier, he managed to continue. He’s inspirational because he remained focused and believed in something even when not too many shared his views. If you were talking within the entertainment industry, I’d say someone like Jay-Z or Russell Simmons. They’re such advocates of hip-hop and preserving the culture, yet they’re all about their business too. Deepak Chopra has also impressed me. And of course, anybody within the scene that’s making moves – they inspire me to keep on too.

Were you surprised when you first album was received so well? Especially since it is normally perceived as rather difficult to gain little if any recognition in the western music world.
I don’t think I was necessarily surprised at how it was received, only because I was confident that I was making good music. Not just that, but I was surrounded by a lot of talented musicians who helped me along the way with the recording process. It’s important to keep people like that around you. I was more surprised than anything at the feedback I received. A lot of people liked different songs for different reasons, and that really interested me. Like, some people enjoyed my “darker” songs, whereas others thought I really shined on the uptempo, party tracks. It was like everyone had a different favorite song. If anything, it was a learning experience that would end up helping me a great deal in the future. It’s definitely difficult at times to gain recognition in our world, but that’s one of the fun parts of it – the challenge. I wouldn’t be doing music if it didn’t present challenges to overcome. I mean, what’s the fun in that, right?

Absolutely! What do most of your fans say to you when they get the chance to meet with you?
“Oh Ajaxxx, will you sign my bra strap for me?” (Laughs) No, no! I’m just kidding! Oh damn, I hope I don’t get in trouble for that one. But yeah, a lot of times when people meet me they express how they like my music and they might single out a specific song. It’s an amazing experience when someone tells me about a song and how it might’ve touched him or her or inspired them in any way. That’s the kind of stuff that makes it all worth the while!

How easy or hard is it to break into the music scene and what would you say it takes to become a successful rap artist?
It’s ridiculously difficult and that’s putting it lightly. It’s hard for me to give advice on this since I’m still an up-and-comer myself, but I do realize that I’ve come pretty far. And, I realize that most of my successes have come from hard work…as cliché as that sounds. I’ve put in countless hours on music, whether it is writing or rewriting or recording or rerecording or designing or rehearsing or whatever else. I think those things help with the process, but it’s also important to network like crazy too. And of course, that goes for any industry. One thing I realized is that you can’t do everything by yourself. It’s impossible. You need to be collaborating with other artists, working with different producers, linking with DJs, and communicating with different press and media outlets. Those are people that have helped me to get as far as I’ve gotten, and who’ll continue to help too. And of course, make yourself seen!

Do you feel it would be easier to break into the music scene in India? It can’t be easy to find a niche in the western music…or is it?
What an interesting question. Hmm…(thinks)  It’s hard to say. I think in India, you’re more likely to break into the music scene if you know how to act and dance too. Oh wait, am I getting this confused with Bollywood? (Laughing) Nah, but seriously, no matter where you go, I think you have to have a distinct and original sound to set you apart from everyone else. If you have that, it doesn’t matter where you are. I think that my kind of music may be more difficult to break through in India, especially since hip-hop is bigger in the U.S. than anywhere else in the world. At the same time though, I’d be interested to see what kind of reception I’d get. So Roshni, does that mean you’re coming with me to India to find out? (Laughs) Okay, moving on….

(Laughs) Right Ajay, moving swiftly along! How do you incorporate your roots into your music and into the lyrics which you also pen right?
Well, I try to “represent” as much as I can. By that, I mean I try to remind the listener on every CD that I’m Indian and incorporate a few Indian-flavored songs too. I try to rhyme over Indian beats, collaborate with other fellow Desi artists, and I’ve even started to tackle some Indian topics. I think each of my CDs have a few songs like that. I’m currently working on a project that’s entirely Indian-themed, and that’s going to dig extremely deep in my roots. I’ve done a lot of research on my heritage and lineage, and I plan on incorporating all of that. Of course it’s still early, but I’m looking forward to teaching the rest of the world about Sindhism.  And yes, I pen all my lyrics.

Individually your songs all have a distinguished message. Is this intentional and which song do you feel has had the greatest impact on you and your fans?
With every song I write, I like to have a topic and concept. Not to say I don’t have my party songs or anything, but I have a lot of music that takes on different messages. I think it’s stupid to do music if you don’t have anything to say. That’s the sad reality of the industry though – too many people try to do music, yet have nothing to bring to the table. I feel that I have a story to tell and the world should hear it. So, when it’s my notebook and me, I try to channel that as much as I can. I think the song that’s had the great impact on my fans is “Walk With You.” The song was about the school shootings that we’ve witnessed over the last few years and the need to do something about it. I wrote the song to the friends and families of the victims, because in my mind the real victims are the friends and families – they’re the ones left behind. After the song was released, I started receiving e-mails from different people about how much the song meant to them. A few people told me that the song made them cry, while others informed me that the song lifted their spirits. And whenever I performed that song live, people would come up to me and express their sentiment towards it. Anytime I can share that emotional connection with someone, I’m reminded why I’m doing this in the first place.

What are some common running themes through are present in your music?
There’s a lot – love, struggle, friendship, loneliness, fear, focus…and so on, and so on. I’ve probably written a million rhymes about love though. Whether it’s the strength in it or the complexities in it, it’s a topic I always come back to for some reason. I’ve got a song on the new CD about heartbreak. It’s one of my most personal songs yet. I also have a lot of tracks about going through obstacles and overcoming them. Songs like “Field of Dreams”, “Yes We Can (And We Did)”, and “As I Stand” all talk about being doubted or enduring pain, only to get through it. I think I constantly return to that theme because I want to remind my fans to be optimistic, but also because it’s something that I’ve constantly gone through in my own life. All I can do is tell people what I’ve experienced.

Any intentions to rap in Hindi or Sindhi even?
(Laughs) Well let’s just say if I did, you’d wish I hadn’t (Laughs) Okay, okay. I don’t have any intentions of rapping in Hindi, simply because I’m not the best speaker in the world. As far as Sindhi goes, I’ve thrown the idea around many times. I’ve had many relatives ask me to, but at the same time I don’t want to segregate my larger fan base which knows me for my English rapping. So, I think for now I’m gonna’ stick to English. But who knows, I may visit it in the future. I just have to do it in a creative way where I can have everyone onboard.

You’re a successful rapper now. Why have you chosen to keep your day job at the same time instead of fully indulging yourself in music?
I hate to say that I’m successful, because I still have so much I wanna’ do and accomplish. Even though I’ve been doing this for a while, I feel like I’m just getting started! I’m a naturally creative person. I love the arts, and I love to express myself through them. Graphic design, web design, animation, drawing, you name it. I love to create. So, I don’t think I’d feel complete if I restricted myself to only music. I hate to use the word “restrict”, but that’s how I’d feel if I weren’t able to do everything. So, I kept the day job as a designer to allow me the opportunity to be creative. Plus it pays the bills! (Laughs)

What is coming up for you next?
Well right now I’m working on two CDs simultaneously. I’ve got “Something to Prove” coming up next, which is the album I’ve been working on for the last couple years. I’ve got a pretty crazy range on there, from party songs to hardcore songs to lots more. I’m really excited to let people hear it. It’s a reflection of my evolution with some of my most introspective songs. I’m also working on the Indian-themed CD that I mentioned to you earlier, which is also coming along well. That one’s definitely down the line, but it’s shaping up to be very eclectic and innovative. It tackles some pretty serious topics, but still has the typical fun catchy stuff you might expect to hear from me too. And outside of the CDs, I’ve been redesigning my website Ajaxxx.com which I hope to launch soon too! And of course, you and I are still taking that trip. Right? (Laughs)

(Laughs) You are one persistent rapper! What would you advise aspiring artists?
Well, again, I’m reluctant to give advice to someone in the same boat as me. That’s like me teaching the fisherman how to fish. But, I will say, I’ve gotten this far by prioritizing and committing myself. Initially, I don’t think anybody believed in me. But, after dropping three CDs, pressing up my own t-shirts, launching my own website, filming and editing my own videos, hopping on different mixtapes, and building my own recording booth, among other things, people realized that I’m for real about this. The game isn’t what it used to be. There are so many new outlets for artists to explore, and many more ways to connect to fans too. The internet is such a valuable resource. I’d exploit everything.

And before we let you go, explain the Ajaxxx factor. What does your stage name mean?
I like the way you say that – “the Ajaxxx factor” – sounds like the name of a TV show! (Laughs) Well, “Ajax” was a name given to me when I was growing up. A lot of family called me that, and kids actually used to call me that to tease me. Can you believe that? Yeah, neither can I!  Anyway, I was going by a couple of different “rap names” initially, but eventually decided on the name because it had been my nickname for a while. The only thing I did was add the three x’s to it to give it an edge. “Ajaxxx” is uncut, raw, and doesn’t hold back. And so, that’s what he decided to call himself. And, I have no idea why I’m talking in third person (Laughs). Thanks for your time and for sitting down with me, Roshni! So, can I interest you in some chai while we discuss our trip?

~ Roshni M.
(November 2009)

“There is no such thing as size zero!”

How did you get into Yoga training and manage to attain such a high-profile clientele?
I have been doing yoga since my childhood along with my formal education I have been qualified as an ACSM [American College of Sports Medicine] fitness trainer so I combined both the concepts for training which is appreciated by my clientele.

Were you always interested in fitness and Yoga? How did you develop the interest and what courses have you taken in order to become a certified Yoga trainer?
Yes I have always been inclined to fitness, was a marathon runner in school. I had a Yoga calling in 2003 and I knew that was my path.

What is one of the few complaints most of your clients have when they first come to you?
Obesity, stress, the need to be healthy and even insomnia!

How long does a single Yoga session last and what does it entail?
Each yoga session last for an hour which includes body stretching, cleansing, postures, breathing techniques and relaxation.

How does Yoga help maintain not only a healthy lifestyle, but a peace of mind too? Consideration of health in yoga is a balance of physical, mental, social and spiritual well-being that brings a discipline and harmony on all the levels.

What does it take to attain a body like Kareena Kapoor or more recently Rani Mukherjee?
Conscious discipline in your complete lifestyle.

What kind of exercises did they have to do in order to achieve their slimmer looks?
All kinds of postures, nutritious and a healthy combination of food.

What is the difference in going to the gym versus yoga? Is the outcome the same? What are the downfalls of each?
Gym is basically muscular training and yoga is the awareness of body and mind.

In between, we saw Kareena in a slimmer size-zero avatars. What is your take on this fad and the health issues that come with it?
There is no such thing as size zero! We only try and maintain a proportionately fit and healthy body.

Who are some of the more fit celebrities in Bollywood? Hollywood?
John Abraham and Akshay Kumar in Bollywood. Sorry quite nil with Hollywood stars!

How does it feel when you are accredited with the accolades and glory of a client’s great body?
When this happens it does not take me on a high pedestrian but just makes me realize that I have to work harder. I need to make sure my students get the right knowledge and benefits what they are looking for.

Along with regular Yoga, what else must a person do to stay fit and fine—in terms of food and drink?
It is very important to have a well balanced diet.

And lastly, what are three pieces of advice for healthy living?
Regular practice of yoga or exercise; Eat a well balanced diet; Positive way of thinking; Honesty and commitment towards your work.

~ Roshni M.
(November 2009)

Never one to conform, Celina Jaitly is a model-actress who has come a long way. Born into a family of soldiers, this “army brat” decided to take the high road only to become a Miss India and eventually an actress. Confident and courageous, she openly accepted her sex-symbol title and played it up with great oomph. She debuted in as a glamorous model in Feroz Khan’s Janasheen opposite Fardeen Khan creating waves. And just when you think she couldn’t amaze you more, she single-handedly advocated for the Gays and Lesbians in India. Immediately she was hit with criticism in the form of hate mail which she quickly dismissed and continued with her mission. She too joined the world of Twitter becoming an avid Tweeter and one who is immensely popular in Twitterverse. Celina speaks to Roshni Magazine about her being a Beauty Queen, an activist, an actress and a sex-symbol.

You have quite an interesting background: Half Hindu-Half Afghan beauty queen who has been quite the globe-trotter. How did you go from Army Brat to Beauty Queen?
Honestly I don’t know myself. I knew I would become something big in life. I didn’t know how or who, but I knew. One thing led to another and thanks to my guardian who sent my entry for Ms. India I got selected and never looked back.

Celina Jaitly was regarded as one of the most sought after models in India at one point. What was that feeling like?
During my modeling days, people use to compare me as a model to Kate Moss and I used to look in the mirror and cry at my teenage pimples (laughs). I never looked at myself as a professional model; it was just a way of earning extra pocket money to add to my educational courses.

And then of course, films came along. Did you always want to be an actress? And if you weren’t an actress what would you have been doing?
If I wasn’t an actor, I would have been in the Army am a 4^th generation Army brat. I am still a soldier at heart.

You’ve always been a part of both Hindi cinema and International cinema. What are the main differences between both industries?
The process of acting is same Language doesn’t matter. The style of working varies definitely and I feel international cinema is slightly better planned and pre-production is very good.

Now you’re taking the plunge into Hollywood. What do you think you will find there that you haven’t found in the Hindi film industry?
I am doing international cinema only for one reason: I feel we actors are citizens of the world. Art, music sees no boundaries or borders it is understood in any language because cinema speaks only one language: the language of human emotions. I want to explore and reach all cultures, races and religions. What better way to do it the act in international cinema.

Do you feel you have been planted with the “sex-symbol” tag simply because you haven’t been given too many chances?
I feel the only reason behind it is being a Feroz Khan girl. I was introduced in a very glamorous sexy avatar in my first film and an image which captures a million hearts is difficult to shed. It’s a different thing that I have no problems in being a “sex symbol”; it’s just a symbol. It’s a sign of youth, sensuousness and blooming womanhood. What’s to complain?

Your audiences love you in all your avatars but comedy seems to be your strength. What genre do you love most and which would you like to try your hand at?
My personal favorite is comedy. There are too many problems in people’s lives and if they pay their hard earned money, they better go out laughing and fully entertained!

Open and honest about your relationships, do you feel the Indian media has been overly interested in your life?
Yes! They have. It’s a good sign. I feel being a public figure its part and parcel of being who you are.

How do you deal with criticism and scrutiny in your personal life?
Certain criticisms are constructive and I take them as good advice. The rest is just a stupid person’s idea of a clever person. I ignore it.

I love how you are not afraid to bare your heart and speak your mind irrespective of the issue. Is this a part of your personality or did you have to develop such thick skin?
I was born straightforward; what you see is what you get! I am different and I get into trouble for it but at least I go to sleep with a clear conscience and good karma.

Now besides being an avid Tweeter, you are also a supporter of the Gay Rights Movement in India. Why did you choose to support a group of people that are unfortunately looked down upon in India?
Because I care, it’s as simple as that. I don’t need to explain why my support stands. I saw atrocity and I stood up against it.

What would you like to change about the Indian perception and attitude towards homosexuals in India?
Stop treating them differently! God made us all the same. Sexuality does not affect how good and capable a human being one is. So get over your qualms; live and let live.

What advice would you give to aspiring models and actresses in India?
Get an education. Look in the mirror carefully and only then if you are 500% sure, take the step and give it your all.

And lastly, here’s some trivia: If you Google Celina Jaitly, there are over 750,000 hits! How does that stardom feel?
STARDOM! I’ve worked very hard for it, harder to maintain but the best goddamned thing that happened to me. Insha’Allah I wish the same to everyone in their respective fields. I am most thankful to god for it.

Okay now seriously last question, words of wisdom for the world.
Follow your dreams for you neverknow where they might take you.

~Roshni M.
(November 2009)

I think your paintings are absolutely fascinating! When did you realize you were indeed an artist?
More than me I think my parents realized very early on that I am an artist. As a kid I used to be fascinated with colors, designs and patterns. I started coloring and painting very early in life. I have these huge coloring books that my parents would get for me. Although my parents thought I would either be an Architect or a Fashion Designer.

What did you do to pursue your talent and passion? Did you really leave your corporate job to pursue a career in art?
All through school I would excel in drawing. I used to also complete the biology diagrams in my classmates journals. Although I studied Science and Math till my 12^th grade, I took up Fine Arts in college. I knew where my heart was and all I wanted to do is follow that and add a professional degree to my passion. Surviving as an artist is difficult and to survive I did take up a corporate job to survive and pay for my supplies. Since I have now taken a deliberate shift in my corporate role, I can dedicate more time to painting. I did a solo exhibition last year and I am participating in a lot of group exhibitions this year. I am also preparing for a new series that should be done in a couple of months.

How would you define your artwork? What is Art to you?
I paint in oil and acrylic on canvas. I am also experimenting with other mediums currently. Essentially my paintings are figurative though not realistic. I paint thoughts and dreams. My art has a definitive form and then that is encompassed with colors. Art is very individualistic. For me a piece of art will be something that I can stare at for hours and still not get enough from it. I can look at my paintings for hours and still find new interpretations to it, some far different from what I intended when I made the painting. A piece of art can be something that makes you think or wonder. Makes you happy or gives you pleasure; whether it is created by you or by someone else – be it a painting, a sculpture, music or dance. Art is something that gives that extra dimension to you in your regular life.

What would you say inspires you when you are painting?
Life in general inspires me. Breathing inspires me; simple thoughts regular conversation, travel food – everything around inspires me. I am in love with life in general and that is my driving force.

Most of your paintings uses bright colors and symmetrical shapes. Is this intentional and if so, why the use of shapes? What is this type of art called?
I like bright colors and hence I use them in paintings. Each of my painting has something to say and each of those thoughts correspond to the shapes that I use in my paintings. Symmetry again depends on what I am painting or what is it that I have to say. For example, ‘Introspection’ is a symmetrical painting. Here I am talking of taking a peek into oneself, within oneself and having a third person perspective of oneself hence the symmetry where the person is not only looking ‘into’ herself but also looking ‘at’ herself. In the Series ‘Mind and Body’ the Square shapes represent the material world and the black grey lines space, so on and so forth. On a broader scale my art come under the contemporary art. However, my art is very different from what anyone is doing right now. I like to call is Line-ism on the lines of the other ‘isms’ of art.

How hard or easy is it to break into the art field in India? Isn’t it rather competitive? How did you manage to break through?
It is rather difficult to break into the art field in India. Because there are so many artists and all of them are so good. I believe in working, so I paint and let my art speak for itself. I am still getting there. I have a long way to go. I have a lot to learn and a lot to paint.

Who are some contemporary and veteran artists—international and local, you admire?
If I speak about old masters then my favorites are Rembrandt and Van Gogh, especially because both of them treated the ‘different’ path at their times and dabbled in styles that were not easily acceptable by people. In more recent times there are lots of contemporary artists who are doing new and interesting work.

How would you say your art has changed over time? What affects what you paint about?
My art has grown over the years; not only on the thought level but also at the technique level, the way I handle colors, my compositions and so on. For an artist, it is important to grow to break from what you have done previously and to attempt something new. That’s when you really become an artist. You need to stop thinking whether something will be ‘acceptable’ and do what the heart tells. I have always tried to attempt something new in every series that I have done. My earlier works are very different to my ‘faces’ series which is very different from my ‘Mind and Body’ series. The only thing that is constant in my work is the individualistic stamp of line-ism, which is my signature style. My work is ruled by my heart. I paint thoughts, though they are conceived by the mind but my heart interprets them and my hands produce them on the canvas. Sometimes I have to give a lot of thought to interpret what I want to paint, sometimes it’s just there bang on in front of my eyes.

Would you say there is a keen market for your type of art and what is the art scene like in India? How appreciative are people of your art or art in India in general?
The art market in general is facing a low at this time. There are loads of art galleries that have shut down and there is not much movement in this industry currently. I have been appreciated largely for the kind of work I do. India is gong to be the ‘it’ place for art shortly and India is also making a mark in the international scene as well. Lots of artists have been appreciated internationally and there is tremendous scope. I have received international appreciation for my work as well and have exhibited in Paris. Also, in India there is so much to do as there is not one but many art centers in one country – We have Mumbai, Delhi, Calcutta, Bangalore etc. There are cities where I have to exhibit yet.

People or viewers rather have different interpretations of a particular piece of art. How does it feel when your art is interpreted in a way to what you meant?
Bingo – that is what art is for me! You have your own interpretations when you see a piece of art. You need to feel it as well. Honestly, I don’t usually explain what I have painted to people or discuss in details what I felt when I made a piece of art. I am open to people having their own interpretation, having their own moment with the painting. I had mine when I made it, so let the audience have theirs when they see it. Isn’t that what art is about?

How does it feel when your art is appreciated and admired? Or even in the reverse, when it is criticized for that matter?
It definitely feels good when someone likes what you have painted. An artist craves appreciation. When my work is criticized, I take it very sportingly, if the person criticizing is genuinely from the field of art and know what they is talking about; I would take notes and try to figure out where I can improve. Others don’t really bother me.

And what do you do when you’re stuck and lacking in inspiration—much like a writer when they have a case of the writer’s block?
(Laughs) Yes, I do have painters block— especially after I have completed a series. My last one lasted a year. I simply don’t paint. I browse, visit exhibition and do the regular stuff that someone does and then one day suddenly KABOOM! A thought creeps in and the blocks gone.

What can we expect to see coming out of your camp in the near future?
I am attempting some very different this time. The style will be mine of course but the treatment is very different. You will have to look out for the hidden messages. I am working on Windmills.

What advice would you give aspiring artists?
Just paint. Don’t think much. If you work hard enough and you have what it takes things will fall into place. Just paint!

~Roshni M.
(November 2009)

“The Chinmaya’s Mission’s motto is to give maximum happiness to maximum people for maximum time”

As a young girl we spent Friday afternoons at the Chinmaya Mission Ashram learning about Hinduism, posing questions and debating ideals that simply did not apply to modern life. We met many Acharya’s, religious instructors, but it had to have been Brahmacharini Nishita Chaitanya who left the greatest impact on us. A Psychologist from Australia who gave up all the pleasures of life to take up the robes, she openly admits that she was looking for a better reason for being on earth, “I was searching for meaning, a deeper purpose for my existence. I felt there had to be more than just a job, physical possessions and the images we all portray.” It was when she came across the teachings of Swami Chinmayananda, that she hit a home run. It was in 1998 that Nishitaji committed herself to a life of service. She quickly became the Acharya of Chinmaya Mission in Hong Kong and gained immense popularity amongst mission followers. Her honest and comtemporary views have made her a favorite amongst the youth who have learnt to apply traditional values to their modern lives only to achieve the ultimate balance in life. Read on as Brahmacharini Nishita Chaitanya speaks to Roshni Magazine about her life in robes, the mission and her motivation to make a difference.

What is the Chinmaya Mission?
The Chinmaya Mission is a global Hindu organization that aims to touch and transform all aspects of human life. As a spiritual movement that aims for inner growth at individual and collective levels, the Mission offers a wide array of Vedanta study forums for all ages, promotes Indian classical art forms, and operates numerous social service projects.

What drew you to the Chinmaya Mission?
What struck me straight away about Chinmaya Mission was the Clarity of Logic and the Simplicity of the Guru. There were no miracles, no paparazzi, no unnecessary packaging, just the Teacher; The Guru explaining the scriptures to the students.

What were you doing before you became a part of the Mission?
Prior to joining the Mission, I was working as a counselor having gained an equivalent to a Masters in Psychology.

What was the process from deciding to join the Mission to becoming a Brahmacharini?
I was a CHYK in Melbourne, in charge of camps and classes when I decided to join the two and a half year Vedanta training course in Powai, Mumbai. The course was monastic and very strict. We studied the scriptures; we studied Sanskrit, the language of the scriptures, so we could understand the words of the scriptures directly. We had to get up at 4.30 AM daily and do our Vedic chanting. We were trained to give discourses and explain the scriptures. We also underwent oral and written tests. For the entire duration of the course, we did not leave the Ashram grounds, had limited contact with our families, the media, technology— the world in general! On completion, if our Guru thought we were fit, and if we so desired, we were given the robes and sent to a Mission Centre to serve as a Brahmacharni.

How has life changed after you became a part of the Chinmaya Mission?
After taking the robes life changed in the sense that I belonged to a much larger family, so there was a sense of responsibility to maintain the honor and respect given to the robes. I had a continuous reminder of the fact that no one can change another person or situation, what we can do is do the best in the part we play and attempt to inspire people to change by being the kind of person we would respect. As a spiritual organization, Chinmaya Mission is project orientated. We have a constant need to educate people on culture and spirituality. I found my niche in teaching children.

How did you find the move to Hong Kong?
When I first moved to Hong Kong from Australia, it was an immense cultural shock. The physical environment of tall concrete buildings, work being given more priority than family time, the social hierarchy – it was all so different. I had to re-educate myself to understand the psyche of the man in the street. My time in Hong Kong has really broadened my understanding of society and societal issues.

What has been the most satisfying part of being a Brahmacharini?
The appreciation or gratitude on the face of the people who have benefited from the knowledge. What keeps me inspired is seeing the knowledge transform people’s lives. The icing on the cake is when people praise Gurudev –Swami Chinmayananda, when they can see His brilliance, when they come to a point where they no longer need me as they can see the way themselves.

You are also a writer of some very interesting children’s books which are based on the Hindu Gods. What made you decide to write these books?
Many of my Balavihar mothers complained to me that our Puranic stories were too violent and they didn’t like telling their kids those stories at bedtime. Also they couldn’t relate to those stories and answer their kids’ questions. I was saddened by this as our Puranic stories are full of values, but couldn’t find any books that I could recommend. So I started telling these stories in my classes and the kids loved them. But I wanted to reach more children, so I thought I would write these stories as books. That way the Puranic stories get told, the values maintained and the mothers have a resource to use.

What does the Chinmaya Mission hope to achieve?
Our Mission is to provide to individuals from any background, the wisdom of Vedanta and the practical means for spiritual growth and happiness, enabling them to become positive contributors to society. Our Motto is to give maximum happiness to maximum people for maximum time.

Where do you see the future of the Mission going?
We are not an ambitious organization. As the society changes, so will their needs. I see the Mission’s role to be mainly to fulfill the needs of the time.

Do you feel that nowadays a lot of the younger generations are not interested in their culture and religion? How does the Mission attract and keep the youth?
For youth of every generation culture and religion is just not a priority, its not that they are not interested. And this is true for most people in most generations! Gurudev’s vision was to inculcate values in children via Balavihar so when they grew into youngsters they were dynamic and full of potential just waiting to be harnessed. However for those youth that did not grow up with the Mission, we attract them by providing answers to their questions and showing them how religion enhances their daily life

What message do you have for the youth?
We get told that youth are our future, no, you are the present and you can create your own future.

~ Roshni M.
(November 2009)